boredom and a new cyber home

I couldn't figure out why I have been off my computer so much. I lived for blogging on Gravity Wins Again for such a long time and suddenly I had nothing to say. It disturbed me, when I stopped to think about it. Today it finally occurred to me that Gravity was no longer relevant to me. I had nothing more to say there. 

Hence, the new blog. I was reaching for things to find to talk about, to try to be interesting. In reality, my life just isn't that interesting. I live a life that not a lot of people can relate to. I spend the majority of my time in my house, with my dog, not seeing or speaking to another human being for days on end. I spend days without seeing the light of day. I have lupus and not being in daylight is better for me, so that had evolved into not going out into daytime by habit, tho I am trying to break that.  I was doing shopping at midnight and sleeping all day but I'm gradually turning that around.

But, still, since I came to Oklahoma, leaving my friends behind in Phoenix, I go out of the house once or twice a week. Now that the busy time of the year is past, Josh has made a point of calling me on his days off and inviting me over, which I love and appreciate and means I get out and around people at least once a week. Kathy and Michele used to do this for me in Tempe. Unless I go shopping, that's probably the only time I will go out unless I get really motivated. Maybe this blog will change that.